August 2008
1 post
The Agnostic Menace.
I have never believed in God, but for a short period of my life, I have tried to fool myself into believing that I did. I have sincerely prayed for a wide variety of things ranging from test grades to pets and from Visa application approvals to forgiveness. I have even tried to put myself in God’s position, and imagine how he would receive my prayers, which eventually led to a form of OCD where I...
July 2008
5 posts
Some of the first bricks that were laid.
I don’t know why they were there, or why they were never thrown away. It seemed like something my parents would toss in an instant so my growing, inquisitive mind would never be able to study them, soaking in their essence. But I found them repeatedly, always in the same place. They seemed to come out of nowhere. When I asked my father about them, he said they belonged to my grandfather. My...
There is no way this conversation could have been...
It will always have happened, it was always going to happen, and it is always happening. There is nothing we could have done about it. It won't change a thing, but I'm still posting it here. Because there is no way I could not have posted this here. I almost want to stop posting this right now just to prove the universe wrong, but I can't. You will see it. You were always going to see it, and you are always seeing it...even when you think you're not. You are. Trust me. I know this shit.
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Arjun says:
you think you have free will
Arjun says:
but you dont
Arjun says:
because you're still a slave to the universe and its laws
M O says:
It really depends on your definition of "free" will
Arjun says:
even your decisions are simply electric impulses, which adhere to the universe and its laws
M O says:
ENOUGH
Arjun says:
YOU THINK YOU ARE FREE
Arjun says:
BUT YOU'RE BORN INTO THE MATRIX
Arjun says:
YOU CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
Arjun says:
YOUR LIFE IS MEANINGLESS
Arjun says:
SO LOOK AT THE SPIRAL AND MARVEL AT ITS BEAUTY
M O says:
ENOUGH
Arjun says:
BECAUSE THERE IS NO GOD
Arjun says:
ONLY PHYSICS
Arjun says:
THERE IS NO PAST AND PRESENT
Arjun says:
EVERYTHING SIMPLY IS
Arjun says:
CAUSATION IS A LIE
Arjun says:
FREE WILL IS A LIE
Arjun says:
THE CAKE IS A LIE
Arjun says:
ITS ALL A BIG LIE
Arjun says:
LIEEEEEEEEES
M O says:
You're such a fucking stoner
Arjun says:
everything i am saying makes perfect sense
M O says:
That doesn't make it less philosophical jargon
Arjun says:
BUT IT IS THE ONLY TRUTH
Arjun says:
IN THIS WORLD OF LIES
Arjun says:
WE ARE SIMPLY FIGMENTS OF OUR OWN IMAGINATION
Arjun says:
YOU THINK THAT'S AIR YOU'RE BREATHING?
M O says:
Ok, stop.
Arjun says:
ok
Arjun says:
but not because i want to
M O says:
Jesus H. Christ
Arjun says:
or because you told me to
Arjun says:
but simply because this is the only way it could ever happen
Arjun says:
: D
M O says:
*sigh*
Spiral out!
Keep. Going…
Spiral out!
Keep. Going…
Spiral out!
Keep. Going…
Spiral out!
Keep. Going…
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal. All this pain is an illusion.
A female deer
Let’s start at the very beginning. I have often been told that it’s a very good place to start. I don’t know if I buy it, but let’s start there anyway.
I was young, innocent, naive and drunk. Or at least I thought I was drunk. Maybe I simply told myself I was drunk. I had had alcohol - that was for sure. Yes, I was drunk… or maybe just tipsy. Either way, I was definitely not sober. I...
Beyond the mushroom.
During my first eighteen years of waiting, I have attempted to write many books. I have woven grand stories in my head, none of which I can remember. Numerous people have probably been murdered in numerous gruesome ways, and too many good people have probably had many unfortunate things happen to them. A great number of men have probably struggled with dilemmas no one should have to deal with, and...